May 29, 2011

Exactly



This July will mark 4 years since I lost Sylus. There isn't a day I don't think about him and how he affects this family. Even though he was never alive or I never heard his voice, I miss him. I have this beautiful figurine that a friend gave to me after I lost him. I didn't open it when she gave it to me. After I had opened it, I was glad that I didn't. I was thankful for that time that I had to cry alone. The figurine is of an angel holding a boy. This figurine summed up EVERYTHING I felt... needing, wanting to hold my son. This figurine reminds me that one day I will be able to hold Sylus again... and I can not wait!

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